abah
i know this blog is supposed to be dead,
but yeah.one last post.
my sister said she met my dad this morning.my sperm dad, mr.samsudin :)
and he told her he follows my blog.
after 17 years of lost contact,i find out he reads my blog.
dahla this blog full of mencarut and crap.
dear abah,if your reading this,and i do hope your reading this,
i dont know how else to comminucate with you,so ill just write what i can think of right now here.
even though we are literally strangers,i do feel some need to know you.
ive always been very curious of you,and i do ask of you from time to time.
but i also wonder why you never called,or never bothered to say hello,
and i also wonder why you never wrote anything or left a trace of anything on my blog to let me know you read it.
theres so many things i want to say right now,
so many things i want to tell you,
so many things i want to ask you,
but its just so over-whelming right now.
i hope you write something here to let me know whether your reading this,
till then,ill be waiting,
and checking this page everyday.
or you can always email me at sofia_candy92@hotmail.com
haha or you can find me in facebook.
your daughter,
nurul sofia-






